I use to wish that I could express myself more. I use to wish that I could trust more. I use to wish I could let people in more. I use to wish that I could be one of those carefree people that express how they felt and people still loved them for it. Now that I love a little harder, express myself a little bit more, open the doors to my world and a tiny bit carefree.. Now I wish I could crawl back into my shell and go back to being cold. To where nothing bother me. To where my day continued and I said fuck it, keep it moving.. I wish I could go back to being emotionless..